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June 25, 2006How am I supposed to show someone that I love (too strong a word) him? When I’m not even sure if that’s what I really feel? Or am I just afraid to admit to myself my true feelings for fear that he might not feel the same (although he says he does)? I’m always caught in a situation where I don’t want to lose someone yet I don’t know what to do to make that person stay or whether or not that person really ought to stay. Or if I do something to make him stay in my life, is he worth it? Is what I would say or do be the right thing? Would I be able to live up to that?
Hehe. Drama. Ang corny ko na naman. Di na ko nasanay sa sarili ko… lagi naman akong ganito. But now, I’m into taking risks na. Kesa I would let some things pass me by without even trying. I don’t want to have more what-might-have-beens or ones-who got-away.
Pasukan na naman eh… kailangan ko magconcentrate at magpakabait. I don’t have a day for gimiks na kse sobrang hectic ang sched… 3 days yata yng 930pm ang uwian ko… tapos 2-3 subjects a day. That means almost 200 pages of a book, and more or less 15 cases (5+pages each) a night. I’m actually nervous, stressed, uncomfortable, afraid, scared (at iba pang synonyms)… 
buti ka pa.. you've decided to take the risk..
Posted by jun at June 26, 2006, 10:39 am