I’m so sick…

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I’m alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can’t come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it’s the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it’s ridiculous)
It’s been months
And for some reason I just
(can’t get over us)
And I’m stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I’m so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That’s marked July 15th
Because since there’s no more you
There’s no more anniversary
I’m so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That’s the reason I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about his smile
Or having my first child
I’m letting go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing he was still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
(why can’t I turn off the radio?)

(more…)

Ora et Labora… tsk tsk…

First day of classes? June 13.  Enrollment? June 13 & 14.

Unfair.  We would miss the first days of classes.

Our grades havn’t been released. I’ve been texting friends who might have news from the “inside.” Partly the reason why my phone line was cut. Thanks to my mom, she gave me load for my other phone. hihi

June 5 – Lalabas daw grades bukas!!!  I didn’t get much excited about it.  I’ve been in this situation last year. Ha! I won’t believe those rumors that easily.  But there’s still a part of me which wanted to believe… to end this excruciating wait.  I ended up going to Festival the next day. haha.

June 6 – News have it that the office will release the list of those “in” or “out” blahblahblah… This is a forwarded message from I don’t know who. I think it’s a chain letter. hahaha.  I forwarded it. Just so my freshmen friends would get excited. haha

June 7 – Grades will be released at 1:30 pm.  Again, I was supposed to go to school today.  Incoming 2nd year students could already get their grades.  That’s what they said.  5pm came and the one who told me this was still in school, not knowing his grades.  The office remained closed.  Oh, atleast, they got the list of retained students… the [un]fortunate incoming sophomores!

              Grades will be released on Monday.  I wonder when those school employees who are too busy to open their offices on a schoolday care to  entertain the students on a holiday???

              Other sections are not yet evaluated.  What sections did they evaluate first?  B and F. Nice order… 

So there… I’m expecting to receive more text messages telling me when the grades will be released or when we may know whether we’re retained or not.

This is actually torture for us who are at the brink of passing and making it to the list each year!  This means sleepless nights, headaches and pimples! My heart literally leaps everytime I hear the word, “grades”.  My dad had been asking me when I would be enrolling and I tell him the date yet I don’t even know if the school would still accept me. Huhhuhuhhuuuu…. If not for the vanishing prestige and evaporating excellent records of my school, I would’ve long enrolled somewhere else.

I’ve just received a message… Almost all the great professors had resigned. Oh, goodluck!

The Wonders of Quiapo

I know buying pirated DVDs or pirated anythings is just plain wrong.  Quite unforgivable for an aspiring lawyer like me who should be the first one to abide by those laws prohibiting it.  But what the heck… I ain’t a lawyer yet. I don’t have enough money to buy me original DVDs. So for now, forgive me oh my beloved country but I’m too bored at home that I can’t think of anything to do but watch TV.  But then again the programs are too boring in the afternoons and late nights.  So I bought a couple of DVDs in quiapo. Boy are they so cheap.  I bought 4 DVDs with 4-6 movies each.  Kate Hudson, Meg Ryan, Animation-cartoons, comedy-drama.

I opted to watch Ice Age 2 first.  I was so disappointed when I wasn’t able to watch it in the theatre while all my friends have been talking about how funny it is.  One even said that a minute won’t pass without me laughing. Oh he overestimated my humor.  I know I’m mababaw but… I didn’t finish watching the film… I was bored.  Thank God my parents were going to the mall so I joined them na lang.  I was making an excuse to myself not to finish the film everyone else was telling me is SUPAH FUNNY!  yikes…  Now I get to think why… Is it because I don’t get the FUN parts? haha.

 When we got back, I watched Over the Hedge.  Nice choice for me. Papa was watching with me and I can’t make him see me watching Kate Hudson’s or Meg Ryan’s movies which might have kissing scenes.  Daddy’s little good girl, y’know. *wink*  The movie is fine.  It is actually good.  One thing that made me think of it much is the part where the lead character said that humans live to eat while animals eat to live.  Quite right.  It was shown how everything we do ends up to the only thing we love doing: EAT!  It’s like we just eat all the time.  We work so that we’d have money to buy our food. We exercise so that we’d have enough space in our body to fill up with food. On the other hand, those animals eat to live.  Wait… I don’t think so.  They are the ones who kill to eat. And they have nothing else to do but eat!  While we, humans have to enhance our minds, our personality, emotions, and a lot more! Oh well… It’s just a movie. A cartoon even. haha.  I’m blabbering. Better stop. NOW. next!

 Oh… sila nmndaw manonood ng TV. hehe. tama na muna DVD… to be continued…

My Johari and Nohari

Dominant Traits

60% of people think that bechay is cheerful

All Percentages

able (6%) accepting (6%) adaptable (0%) bold (13%) brave (13%) calm (0%) caring (0%) cheerful (60%) clever (6%) complex (0%) confident (26%) dependable (0%) dignified (0%) energetic (13%) extroverted (6%) friendly (33%) giving (6%) happy (13%) helpful (0%) idealistic (6%) independent (6%) ingenious (6%) intelligent (46%) introverted (0%) kind (13%) knowledgeable (0%) logical (20%) loving (13%) mature (0%) modest (0%) nervous (6%) observant (13%) organised (0%) patient (6%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (0%) reflective (0%) relaxed (13%) religious (0%) responsive (13%) searching (0%) self-assertive (6%) self-conscious (26%) sensible (6%) sentimental (13%) shy (0%) silly (33%) spontaneous (13%) sympathetic (0%) tense (6%) trustworthy (13%) warm (20%) wise (20%) witty (26%) view bechay’s full data

Dominant Traits

75% of people think that bechay is impatient
75% of people think that bechay is loud

All Percentages

incompetent (0%) intolerant (0%) inflexible (0%) timid (0%) cowardly (0%) violent (25%) aloof (0%) glum (0%) stupid (0%) simple (25%) insecure (25%) irresponsible (0%) vulgar (0%) lethargic (0%) withdrawn (0%) hostile (0%) selfish (0%) unhappy (0%) unhelpful (0%) cynical (25%) needy (25%) unimaginative (0%) inane (0%) brash (0%) cruel (25%) ignorant (0%) irrational (0%) distant (25%) childish (25%) boastful (0%) blasé (0%) imperceptive (0%) chaotic (0%) impatient (75%) weak (25%) embarrassed (0%) loud (75%) vacuous (0%) panicky (0%) unethical (0%) insensitive (50%) self-satisfied (0%) passive (25%) smug (0%) rash (0%) dispassionate (0%) overdramatic (25%) dull (0%) predictable (25%) callous (0%) inattentive (25%) unreliable (0%) cold (25%)