I’m baaack!

Yes, Iam. But I can’t get myself to write an entry better than this though I’ve been thinking of a lot of things while I was taking a bath this afternoon. haha. I was planning on this comeback and thinking of how much time i would spen trying to relearn how this thing works and figure out how to change the designs and colors.  I guess not much have changed… I still can’t edit the template.  But I’m thankful I’m back here.  Thankful that my site is still here.  This is one of the best sites i’ve got… coz of the URL.   i guess i’m one of the first who signed up for this. Good thing.

I was also thinking, of course, of the content I would be starting to put here.  I was thinking that I could, maybe, make this my online scrapbook.  Just for me. I don’t tell my friends about this site. hehe. Only a few of my friends know how corny I could get sometimes.  But then again I was thinking this would be a no-pretensions-only-contradictions site.  That I don’t have to pretend that I’m insightful and all… I just have to write whatever’s on my mind each time I log in.  Like right now. hah! I don’t even have to write in english… except that sometimes, if I write like how I speak… it would really be awful… not with my own intonations and facial expressions.

Last time I logged in here, I found some rude comments made by envious females who might have stumbled upon my site for reasons I don’t know.  One, I think, is a doctor and the other, an OFW or someone who was just lucky to have married an alien.  I also don’t know if they intentionally left their email addresses as a link to their  names at my shoutbox or they’re stupid enough to do so.  Sorry but they really irritated me.  I tried to search for them in friendster and facebook… thinking of leaving them a message… a civil and decent message… to tell them my appreciation for their praises and well wishes (the opposites, of course)… but then again, i thought, I would just make matters worse for myself if i do that… I don’t feel good when I do bad things and keep on feeling guilty about it until I manage to try to make amends for whatever i’ve done no matter who did the wrong first.  So now, I’ve written a caveat on this site. HAH!!! as if that would be enough to keep the bitches away. I could have written their names here… but I’ve forgotten them.  

I read my posts from years ago… funny… the guy I was talking about then is now my boyfriend for more than 3 years.  And everything went well.  Everyhting’s right.  Everything turned and will be fine.  Ako pa rin ang laging nakikita at laging nasisisi at laging may kasalanan… but it’s ok now… I have much better reasons to understand why.  We’re even planning to get married in 2012… maybe around December… coz it’s the end of the world. Kidding. Corny.  We just want to look forward to that day… 12/21/2012.

Here we are with our best smiles…

I miss the adela girls — the Superfoxes.

Thanks to yellow for the nice feedback.   I understood it. My mom’s from Bacolod.

I was playing poker when I started this. I lost 6,000 and immediately closed the window.  I’m not as lucky these days.  I couldn’t even be proud that I’ve reached 1M chips coz by the end of that day, i only got 4K.  Adik lang tlga.

I’ll try to finish Eclipse later.  If i’m not sleepy yet after praying the rosary.  Yes, I try to pray the rosary everyday, not just once coz I’ve missed praying for other days and I’m trying to catch up now.  It’s my lifelong promise to pray the rosary everyday or everytime I have nothing to do… Coz I have a very important prayer, a wish to God that I would forever be thankful for if He grants it… 

Oh well…