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sad…

April 12, 2010

most of the time, i don’t know what i do wrong… or what i do wrongly…

I know i’m stubborn, maldita, and everything, but i never wish bad of others, especially the ones i love. :(

I guess i am really misunderstood… since i was young.

I might shout at you, slap you, hurt you… but it’s just becuase i’m hurting… and i feel so helpless because i have no power against you.  

Sometimes I want to vanish. Banish myself.  But i can’t.  I can’t last a day without you.  I can’t even last a day with you mad at me…

But i have nowhere else to go… i really don’t know what to do with myself.  change is not an option coz i don’t think im a bad person. i just do things in the wrong way.  I guess i don’t speak the way i should do.

Most of the times i sound arrogant without intending to be so.  I sound irritated though i’m not.  I sound angry though i’m just asking and clearing things up so i won’t get angry.  

What’s wrong with that?!

What’s wrong with me……………………… :(  

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