sad…
April 12, 2010most of the time, i don’t know what i do wrong… or what i do wrongly…
I know i’m stubborn, maldita, and everything, but i never wish bad of others, especially the ones i love.
I guess i am really misunderstood… since i was young.
I might shout at you, slap you, hurt you… but it’s just becuase i’m hurting… and i feel so helpless because i have no power against you.
Sometimes I want to vanish. Banish myself. But i can’t. I can’t last a day without you. I can’t even last a day with you mad at me…
But i have nowhere else to go… i really don’t know what to do with myself. change is not an option coz i don’t think im a bad person. i just do things in the wrong way. I guess i don’t speak the way i should do.
Most of the times i sound arrogant without intending to be so. I sound irritated though i’m not. I sound angry though i’m just asking and clearing things up so i won’t get angry.
What’s wrong with that?!
What’s wrong with me………………………



